The longest glacier in the Himalaya range - Ngozumpa Glacier is 32km. long. Heaven and hell in one place
I get up and I don't feel so good. Today we are making our second high mountain pass - Cho La. We start early in the morning and it's quite chilly otside. We warm up quick going up, though. I keep quiet since I don't feel very well still, maybe I've caught a cold the other day - the wind was quite strong. Anyway, we make it to the top fairly quickly and I start thinking that everything is fine - we were fast, so maybe I'm actually fine. And then the descent starts... It's steep scree mixed with ice. Ice, snow, rocks, ice, rocks, some more scree. We don't have crampons so we are doing it quite carefully while some porters pass us by in a very carefree manner always wearing their ripped trainers (they actually wear flipflops up untill around 4000m altitude). This is shit... I feel like shit. We finish the stupid descend and I'm burning and can barely stand. We've made quite a few stops because of me already which does make feel even worse. So I get up and continue, we reach a small village and enjoy some coffee. And there it is, the thought I've been avoiding this whole time, just "around the corner" is this vast, vast hilly thing with gravel, rock, stone, snow and somewhere underneath - ice. They call it a glacier but in reality it's almost gone now. I see it and the thought finally hits me - this is going to take some time to cross... That, for me, is a moment of determination - I can't go if I feel the way I feel so I have to make myself feel better. And I do it. This place is a bit creepy though. There are rocks falling every 30 seconds or so and the inbetweens are filled with dead silence. I've got very mixed feelings about it - it's not beautiful, you could even call it ugly. In the same time it's so enormous, so vast and... so beautiful. It is the mountain itself and you feel like the little person you really are in there. I like this feeling :)