Lying in bed, burning thoughts of the voices swallowed
in a dream,
She believed this was the new life to take.
Total Madness: Building a bridge to Your Love!
- He called her name, she could not hear
but felt his call from far away ,
this call reflected in her being; now she can hear. -
Rescue: he is kneeling besides her bed: ”Will you be my wife up there?”
Silence. ... she only starred.
A thought: ”Will I ever be human again?”
A dream: The mirrors of lies, ... words for both sides.
A shadow from the future seemed to share with me
Secrets of the new world to be
So, I call Him in my dark hours, in my despair ...
”Little things we do out of Love”
I call Him in my sleep!...
”Do not forget!”
I call Him when I feel the emptiness of my protected shell.
”I will never forget!”
Call me crazy, but I still care.
I call Him now; A nightmare turned into a sweet dream caught up into the mornings' web, touched by the silent rain of those long hours of last night.
You are there, in the book in my head!
This is my punishment, never forget...
This is my revenge; you keep crying for the loss of my eternal wings!
”( I still can' t decide how to hurt him)
- You are not my king!
I am the one who will sentence you to the eternal death.
A demon you created for your lovers' god,
An angel you missed because of your dad.
You were so sad...”
”- Let me take away your sins... ”
Relief:
” Now you can start all over again!”
- ... -
”- Dangerous game, my friend.”
- This is a dangerous game.
Almost drowning in their circling thoughts.
- Oh, I' m not playing.
” I will let You guide me through the darkness of this night!
”I will let You tell me what to do!
”I fought you! I defied you and then left you, only to find myself!”
- Will I ever be human again?
I am the housing that reflects Your will and the memory of who I used to be...
- ... thoughts and feelings resulting from a battle between angels and demons ... -
So! I pray: my work is my confession, my will and my warning,
I ask for Your Light and then pray for
The Eternal Light ... everyone...
reborn in us
there s night for :
"- Can you feel it?, can you see it?
This cross was crushed so you can access Eternity!"
The Girl with an Umbrella
PArt of this LG
ARTificial LG
*part of the e-book with the title "The Hour of the Blue Man" on Smashwords.com.
