y o u w i l l w a i t
"When I was in your age, I was too impulsive. I wanted everything to happen in a blink of an eye. It's okay, son. At least, I think it is. As you grow up you will be irritated by many things, your parents, your school friends, even your dog. And you will start looking for answers and solutions. At that certain thought, the great chaos begins."
"You will start to think, communicate, ask and answer. You will reshape your thoughts every single moment. You will start to put expectations, dreams, goals and tasks. Then, everything is going to be complicated, A billion miles road of obstacles will be waiting for you. You will get broken with every failure, you will get up and get ready to the next stop."
"After a long while of trying to achieve, you will feel dull. You will be barely able to survive. Life will turn into a series of survival fights. You will give up many rights, you will carry more responsibilities. Your expectations will start stepping down a bit. You will accept the fact that you did not get many answers as you wanted. You will accept the fact that you will not be able to do everything you wanted. And you will start waiting for a turning point."
"You know son! waiting is not that bad after all. Actually it is a huge key for satisfaction. But it is too tricky as well. Imagine running in a long road without a single sign, or even breaks or finishing lines. Always remember boy, If you cannot see an end. You will not step a foot. You have to put imaginary goals to start running, then while you're already there, while you will be in a disastrous fight with time, you will figure it out.
And again, you will wait'
"When you grow old and grey, just like me. You will not search for answers. You will search for your own peace of mind, finding answers won't help. You will realize that everything is evanescent and cheap. and for the last time, you will wait."
"You still want answers, son?
I waited a lot and didn't find anything. So do you. You will wait."
