During a hard time like now, I look back to this illustration I created on March. The purpose of this illustration is to create a dream like surrealism look, and a sense of contentment. All of which I do not possess at the moment. I'm stuck in confusion between to stay where I get a lot of experience but I'm not sure if it makes me happy or move on to another place which will make my soul happy but it's harder for me to get new experiences.
As I look back into this illustration, I miss the time when I can create a genuine art. The confusion is still there, but I have to start listening to what my heart and mind say.