This is a personal project where I explore the spiraling depths of being a young millennial first-generation Asian American adult trying to confide within the world - yet destructively experiencing failure at the same time. The writing are from a google docs journal I've recorded during the roughest moments of my life in 2016. The feeling of animosity, entrapment, and hopelessness evoking in the imagery based by anime, video games, and just the weird side of the internet that consumed me in my earlier years.