First Person Action Inquiry
New role to fill and purpose to find.
Is this me?
Attending as a version (or parts) of myself. Trying to observe, experience, feel the environment.
Change is interlacing everything.
What does it feel like? How am I reacting to it?
Turmoil, pessimism, unsettled environment left to it's own devices.
How do I know? Which way of knowing is this?
How do I experience others in these surroundings? What can I make of all of this?
Feeling responsibility (maybe purpose).
Possible actions? Reflect!
Rapport. I need to relate in more empathetic way.
Don't immerse!
Genuine connection.
Bright eyed.
Warm, safe, snug.
Can't breathe.
Suffocating.
Exhausting.
Guilty!
Loosing myself.
How can I support without giving all of myself?
The energy sensitive instrument.
Check-in. Check-in again. Don't check out.
Hold the question. Create a loop.
Experience, Reflect, Reframe, Act.
...Slow down
Muscle tightens. Face flushed.
Feeling claustrophobic....
helpless, frustrated.
Awareness, dependency.
How do I hold my question?
Fortress to shield. Is it shielding or preventing?
Action!
Avoid!
Schedule, organise, remove...
Feeling optimistic, light.
Support. For me.
...a i r o f g u i l t...
Excluded. Outcast. Outsider.
It feels cold and empty.
Was it Unsafe? Was it Luck?
Did I overthink?
Does it matter?
Whose need is it anyway?
I am filled with questions. It interests me.
Need more dialogue...
...and to remember:
“The meaning of the gesture is in the response”
On-going noticing with dizziness.
Breathe, you have been running.
No all fulfilling response, but excitement and fertile questions.
How can I support people to confidently face change without giving all of myself?
Safe certainty | Safe uncertainty
The experiment begins...
The Harbour Master is watching out for my purpose.
