I enjoy being a girl with very large breasts. I have done this almost all of my life (dressed up when i was 5 and younger, internet when i was 9) I never saw it as a problem or even weird until i got my first girlfriend. I had to explain all of the pictures (i was 19) so i told her the truth figuring it's better than lying... She insisted i needed therapy. So 6 years later i got a new girlfriend who i deeply loved. She found out about my internet escapades and again i had to tell someone the truth. I wanted to stop, i wanted to show her i loved her. But whenever i got the chance i would be back online pretending again. We are now broken up and she thinks I am gay. I like the idea of being a girl talking to men. But if i were to be with a man (how i physically am now) i would be grossed out to be with a man, even if i was dressed as a woman.