I inquire into the question of sustaining force as matter of self-identity. The wellspring of remembrances is what I am interested in. How do I know that the memories I recall are from personal experience? The ambiguity and intermixture of memories pose a recurring problematic in my life. I present this as an illusion with the help of the mirror, which as an object can also indicate the association of memories. Its visual indecipherability refers back to the (un)realness of memories.