Balada is an ongoing project about mental health. I examine my feelings and seek a sense of purpose in life as a result of having BPD (borderline personality disorder). A succession of questions, such as "What is the nerve of existence? What happens after love ? Which voids are they? " was released by experiencing depression, substance abuse, and emotional peaks caused by a breakup with a loved one. It is a personal quest to find light in the shadows. It's a way for me to accept who I am. This project was created using 35mm black-and-white analog photography and small passages from my diary during my periods of depression.
-Proyecto en curso-
“La sonrisa fingida del otro, de que todo está bien, cuando sabes que no hay salvación. El sentimiento abruma y te come poco a poco es como una canción en loop, nunca se acaba ni se calla y con el tiempo se vuelve más escandalosa.
Flores sobre las piedras, flores sobre las piedras se van aplastando, van muriendo, van dejando un colorcito casi imperceptible al resto, solo los que sienten igual pueden verlo, compartir la tristeza, compartir la luz ultravioleta que te deja expuesto. Ya no eres invisible”.
