Looking back at this past year, I feel like I've been tormented and haunted by my own demons of depression and insecurities. Demons that I created. As Stephen King said "Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win."
 
Yes, sometimes they win. And I believe we all have our own demons. In one form or another.
 
An exorcism has a negative connotation, it is usually viewed as a dark, demonic ritual. But I see it as a ritual of victory. Something that is worth fireworks. An exorcism should be viewed as liberation, freedom and peace. A work of God - intervening in our lives to save us from evil. A victory we ought to remember. And similarly, we all try to exorcise our own demons. We are the exorcist to our own negativity, darkness, fears, lies, guilt, shame, self-pity... We try to make peace with these demons. Hoping to find liberation.
 
In the first 2 photographs, she is seen being in pain and holding horns to her head representing the
devil. These two dark and eerie photographs symbolises the initial stage in the journey of
overcoming our dislikes about ourselves where we are being consumed by the negative thoughts.
Our minds become the demons we have to overcome – we are our own monsters.
Subsequently we see her in the midst of a ritual. Like the painful process of an exorcism, I believe the
journey of coming to terms with what we dislike about ourselves or accepting our failures could be
equally challenging.
And in the last photograph, she walks out of a bath tub. This final picture symbolises victory and
purity. Through the painful exorcism, she has reached the end of her journey and is finally clean of
her demons, clean of her insecurities.

 
THE EXORCISM
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THE EXORCISM

2013/ Photography: Nicholas Xav. Low Assistants: Chris Lim, Huang QX Logistics: Kelly Lim, Per JW Art Direction: Nicholas Xav. Low Stylist: Ni Read More

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