This image is created of...drawing, tension, passion, silence and death!
The process has begun...
When have I put you in charge of my freedom, my decisions?
When have I put myself on the back seat of my own life?
For some reason, I believe you are: wiser, more experienced, more sensible, more important!
Therefore, I follow your expectations, or whatever my illusion of the same is.
Until I do so, I will sabotage my decisions. Made to make YOU “happy”!
I will always find an excuse.
My truth, my tune cannot be played until I put you in charge of it.
Because, simply, you can’t possibly know it.
It is unique to me.
Giving up the accountability for my decisions, I get comfort but, I lose myself.
It deprives me of learning from my struggles.
MY COCOON BECOMES TOO TIGHT.
External authority is not of my concern anymore.
I can rely on the core of my being to guide me.
I am happy to put into action decisions made because I resonate with them.
COMFORT IS NOT ALWAYS WHAT WE NEED THE MOST.
... releasing from external authority
[Letter to external authority- whomever we entitle with this “right”: spouse, government, doctor, boss, parent, children, friend, teacher, church… And we hide behind them.]