Ekphrasis
This is my first painting after years of trying to make it. the title is "struggle". During these 13 years I have experienced difficulties in life. bad luck befell me..my parents forced me to fulfill their dream. I refused and left the house. I'm trying to survive and make a living, have chronic mental illness, physical illness, get a job and do "corporate slave" things, even I do 3 jobs in a week. Over the past 13 years, I have worked in many companies, and I had so many "company dramas." In 2019 I decided to leave the company job and fulfill my dream of becoming an artist. but it's not as easy as it looks. I have difficulty in making paintings even though it is only a piece of painting, I feel my mind is burdened and does not flow as easily as when I was a child who easily draw mountains. maybe because I can't make peace with myself, too many mind. i just fell stuck but i try as hard as i can. And here i am now. Landed in the opensea, try to make a fortune by selling art. this painting is the thought of all my cruel life in the last 13 years.
