「每天睡醒就给空气来一拳，应该是我最后的骄傲抵抗。不为别的，就想干这个傻逼世界。」
最近每天都是忙到天黑，然后独自回家，吼亮楼道，拿出钥匙开门，摸黑打开房间的灯瘫倒在床上。我们应该都一样，不能说人人如此，大多数应该是这样。社畜的生活无非就是家和公司两点一线，荧幕上演的那种惊涛骇浪不是我。
突然好想回到五岁，不用每天披星光不用一醒来就扎进工作做拼命三郎，每天守在电视机旁等待着大耳朵图图，逆着落日低沉的光，傻傻地去追那抓不住的风。可是我现在二十五岁，不是五岁不是十五岁，二十五岁。没有童真，没有理想，也没有热血。
这个年纪，更多的是，我选择和生活和解，不想继续拧巴的对抗下去了。人们总是在颠颠撞撞中成长，有一些东西难免会丢在时间里，比如自由，比如梦想。到了我这个岁数，选择和坚持那些东西真的是需要很多条件来支撑的，生命的尊严和生活的压力哪一个更重要？其实，很多时候，能选有得选已是最大的幸运，更多数更多事是没得选。
不再去抱怨生活，因为我知道生活根本就不知道我是谁。与其每天喝一堆心灵鸡汤，不如承认自己的平庸，学会平淡的过日子。人生大可不必天天如打鸡血一般奋勇向前，认清现实偶尔慵懒一下也不是负能量。
保持内心的平静，选择最适合自己的生活，也能变得成熟成功。要知道，不是人人都能成为百万富翁商业大亨，有时候做个市井小民就挺好。倘若我们做不了乐观豁达的诗人随性生活，也当不成悲观怜悯的哲人充满智慧，不如当个普普通通得过且过的普通人。
大部分人的生活是苦的，鸡汤也是假的，幸福是电视上是别人的。我们能做的就是掉头不看眼前这些灾难，尽量把注意力放在生活中尚存的别的欢乐上，哪怕是些极琐屑的快乐。有的人快乐是下班健身，有的人快乐是下班逛街。吃喝能和生活和解，画画唱歌能和生活和解，我们都在用不同的方法寻找着生活的快乐。
每天睡醒就给空气来一拳，应该是我最后的骄傲抵抗。不为别的，就想干这个傻逼世界。
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"Every day when I wake up, I punch the air, should be my last proud resistance. For nothing but this stupid world."
Recently, I was busy until dark every day, then I went home alone, roared on the corridor, took out the key to open the door, turned on the light in the room in the dark and collapsed on the bed. We should all be the same, not all of us, but most of us. Social life is nothing more than a line between home and business, and I'm not the one who's in the rough and tumble of the screen.
Suddenly really want to go back to five years old, no need to wear starlight every day, no need to wake up to do desperately into the work of the three lang, every day watching the TV next to the big ears, against the low light of the setting sun, silly to chase the wind that can not catch. But I'm twenty-five, not five, not fifteen, twenty-five. No innocence, no ideals, no blood.
At this age, more often than not, I choose to make peace with life and do not want to continue to twist the confrontation. People always bump bump in the growth, there are some things will inevitably lose in the time, such as freedom, such as dream. At my age, choosing and sticking to those things really need a lot of conditions to support, the dignity of life or the pressure of life, which is more important? In fact, most of the time, can choose to choose has been the greatest luck, more most of the more things are not to choose.
No longer to complain about life, because I know that life does not know who I am. Instead of drinking chicken soup for the soul every day, it's better to admit your own mediocrity and learn to live a plain life. You don't have to fight your way through life every day. Recognize that a little laziness isn't a negative thing.
Keep your peace of mind, choose the life that is best for you, and become mature and successful. You know, not everyone can be a millionaire business tycoon. Sometimes it's just fine to be a down-town guy. If we can't be an optimistic and open-minded poet with sex life, nor can we be a pessimistic and compassionate philosopher full of wisdom, it is better to be an ordinary people who muddle along.
Most people's life is bitter, chicken soup is fake, happiness is someone else's on TV. What we can do is to look away from these calamities and try to focus on the other pleasures, even the most trivial ones, that remain in life. Some people happy is off work fitness, some people happy is off work shopping. Eating and drinking can be reconciled with life, painting and singing can be reconciled with life, we are all in different ways to find the happiness of life.
