To me, monster is something you cannot control and be uncontrolled by nothing even itself. Monster is something without awareness when it became monster or uncontrollable, I mean in negative way such as emotion, action, behavior, or even mental, etc. I accidentally found this monster after I did others by intention, a lot of ink spread all around my table, so I just pasted blank paper to absorb these inks. Just like human, we always do something with and without intention. When we intent to do something. Another thing will occur unintentional, time passed until us aware, and that time we already became a monster.