lost in a white chaos of snowflakes beating down gently on my forehead as i enter the calm and beautiful world of a new season finally showing its true face. i missed this very much. i don't think i remember the last time there was any snow during my birthday. time surely goes fast. but in this quiet land time does slow down for a bit. i can get back to my childhood memories again when i used to go riding my sleigh down the hill with not a single care in the world. i'm grateful that i can remember such state of mind again.

i'm counting my blessings.