This collectible doll is my response to my personal experiences in ballet. I realised recently that I struggle with body dysmorphia and upon reflection, I understood that my time as a dancer when I was in my formative years had great impact on my relationship with my body. When I was little, my favourite book was My First Ballet Bag, and it totally sold me on the fantasy of tutus and pointe shoes. I started pointe shoes in second grade, which was way too young, and my feet were not the ideal shape. My body also was not the ideal shape. While I loved the sport/art, I did not have the mental capacity to stay in the industry.