ReCircle
Being pregnant a second time.
It's as special as the first time and yet completely different.
The joy that it worked again.
It's as special as the first time and yet completely different.
The joy that it worked again.
The worry of straining happiness a second time.
The familiarity and the gratitude to be able to experience everything again.
The fear of quitting work, losing the independence that has just been regained,
not doing justice to the first child, straining the relationship.
not doing justice to the first child, straining the relationship.
Feeling the strength that the body carries within it. Perfection in imperfection.
Nature takes over.
The vulnerability. The forgetfulness. The inside comes out.
The gaze is directed inwards. Listening to the first movements.
The unimportant disappears.
The hormonal confusion: the hair gets full, it falls out, varicose veins.
The nausea - this time it is autumn leaves and toilet cleaner.
The only "salvation": citrus and ginger.
The gaze is directed inwards. Listening to the first movements.
The unimportant disappears.
The hormonal confusion: the hair gets full, it falls out, varicose veins.
The nausea - this time it is autumn leaves and toilet cleaner.
The only "salvation": citrus and ginger.
The great exhaustion. The weight. The light heart. The circle closes again.
Completeness.
A new life is growing: who will arrive? What will it look like? What will happen?
Everything new - everything at the beginning - big change.
The wait. The pain.
Incredible love!
Incredible love!
Text: Muriel Schiller
Photography: Eduard Horn
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