"Recuerdos Dolorosos" (translating from Spanish which means 'Painful Memories') is a series of my illustration work dated from 2009 and revived in 2012 with another new illustration entitled Akoi (Aku Bak Ikan Koi). This series portrays my insomnia and emotional roller-coaster of my struggle in both life and from my past tumor I had years ago, expressed in my darkest form of art. A poem I made (In Malay language):
Retak hati dipanah suram,
Bagai air mengalir berputar-putar,
Indah dilihat mata-mata seram,
Sunyinya tak siapa yang mengarti.