fountain girl

Fountain girl is not me but also not a completely fictional character. She is something inbetween. Fountain girl is obsessed by desire to become a fountain - to identify with it in the monumental and spiritual sense. 

fresh summer whispering seductive words into your ears

i am still asking why is it made so in this world that we have bodies  (J.P.Sartre) 

sometimes i dream of being concrete fountain sculpture -  that i don't have insights and my heart never aches. i am a velvet sculpture

you can come and touch me and silently whisper your secrets into my ear so i could start feeling excited. you can throw coins into the water making wishes and feel little water drops on your skin while green parrots will be singing for you