This 3D Model was inspired by the recent dreams that I have lately. In those dreams I

often see caterpillars, which in my opinion is a symbol of my fears. When I was a child, I had a "funny" incident where a bunch of tiny caterpillars got on to my body. I didn't realise it until my teenage year that I'm somehow still scared of those tiny creatures. And now as I grew older, I no longer fear them as much as I used to, yet whenever I have some sort of anxiety/discomfort within my mind, I often encountered a caterpilar/caterpilars in my dream. This year, due to the unfortunate circumstance that we all encountered, my discomfort has slowly consuming me. My "demons" made me feel down on most days, and I barely have the motivation to create works that I actually want to create. A wise photographer once said "Live, and a life will give you pictures" as I would consider myself not trully "alive" right now, my inspirations comes from something deeper within me that are often shown in my dreams. This 3D model, without being too abstract in regards of it's meaning is one of the works that I have created this year that comes from within myself. Not only that it was made out of a scan of my face. But even after all of the distortion that I have made, where my face no longer become apparent. It is still a self portrait of the chaotic feelings that Im constantly in bout with on daily basis.