Barely there; stuck in a rut. Will I get out?

(ghost) is a project which draws from my own experiences of separation from the people and world around me.

This was a personal project that had been brooding for a while. I went through a lengthy rough patch of feeling separated from people. As if I was a watcher of things, completely disconnected - even among friends. It was terrible. However, for some reason i always felt drawn to that state of mind and even saw some kind beauty in it. As if I saw the world for what it truly was. At the same time I had a 24/7 headache which would turn into a migraine everyday - while battling year 12. I spent a lot of time in a dark room after school and didn't socialise so much because of it. This gave me lots of time to think and reflect on my emotional experience. After some time I realised I could relate to a tangible notion; I felt like a ghost trapped between life and whatever might lay after-life; because, whatever I was doing was not life. Read Less