Seeking abundance in vacuum.
i’ve been experiencing loss of creativity, zero for any art making desire.
even if i’d try to make something — i’d brush it off, thinking it’s a pathetic parody on any super abstract postmodern art. ew.
even if i’d try to make something — i’d brush it off, thinking it’s a pathetic parody on any super abstract postmodern art. ew.
but. but i had this inner feeling i was deceiving myself as if i was getting a masochistic kind of pleasure from being a dull individual.
suddenly and somehow i debated myself over and thought “oh yea? can’t do anything? cmon, go to hell, you”
then i sat down and made an art piece out of nothing, due to nothing, and about nothing.
2023
